New year; fresh start.

Happy new year everyone! yayy. 

News years eve isn't my favorite time, i don't really see the point of the excitement. and i'm the type of person who has to see the point in something to enjoy it. But news years day i love :) :) it's always the day where i reflect on what has happened. some memories i wish i could erase forever, and others i wish i could go back an relive forever. i'll share a couple of those with you..

I want to go back to Fall Weekend, not to fix anything, just to be with those girls 24/7 again and be at Rockbridge(if you've been there you understand why i wanna go back). another memory i want to go back to, would be the weekend i spent with kari, katherine, and paige. those girls i have written a blog about before and i could spend every waking moment with them, and also the night i spent with my sister at college, i love spending time with her! and the last memory favorite is just spending time with my family, i love the nights where we watch movies, and jam out to music, i just love spending time with them.

Many people make new years resolutions, but for me i don't. I sound negative saying this but, i never keep them and i don't want to announce a resolution if i know that i will not keep it. so this year i'm forgetting about things that made me cry, hurt, and mad and moving forward. instead of trying to make a resolution to fix them i'm moving on and not going to back to that memory.  

So this year, i'm living in the moment, not looking to the future but dwelling in the moment. Not hoping for something, or trying to rush a relationship, but loving that relationship at the point its at.

i'm looking forward to a fresh start this year, to things that will make me laugh, to things that will make me hurt yet i know i will grow from, and to maturing in so many ways. 




So heres to a fresh start.






Hal.